“I want you. I want your sleepy confused look when you wake up. I want to be the warmth that fills the space in your bed. I want to be the sheets your fingers crave at night; the blanket that wraps around you all night. I want to drink tea with you, share some records we find. I want to talk about everything in the world newspapers. I want to discuss with you, to be stubborn and quick-witted with you. I want to have differences between us. I want your flaws. All of them. I want go into the deepest corners of your mind and never get bored of you. I want to be surprised by the new all the time. I want to look at you like a movie, a living piece of art; always trying to chase what you crave … and capture you.”
Elay Neal Moses (via stevenbong)
(Source: wordsthat-speak, via anyuhh)
he’s not my boyfriend
aahhh tumblr, it’s been quite a while since i actually blogged.. i’ve missed you. tonight is one of those nights where i just want to let out a few feelings. summer is coming close to an end, and i can honestly say that this has been one of my favorites.. i am so thankful to God for letting me experience it.
i’ve been talking to someone for a while now and i don’t know. no matter how sappy or mushy this sounds, he makes me genuinely happy. it’s not even just about that whole ‘in love’ level, because i don’t even know if such a term is correct - it’s probably too early to tell, anyway - but just the fact that he’s there as both that friend and significant other? it’s an amazing feeling. i’m just really thankful.
he’s not my boyfriend, and i am completely okay with this. i’m just so thankful for what we have going on. and now that summer is coming to an end, i can only hope and pray that this kind of relationship that we have now will remain if not blossom into something more.. well.. it’s His will and not ours be done.. so i’m not too worried. things have definitely turned around, and i just can’t really express how thankful i am..
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